Friday, May 25, 2012
WI today
I had WI today and I'm so happy I lost the 3.8 I gained last week and another .6 this week for a total of 4.4 for the week!! I'm so close to being out of the 200's I could cry. I'm determined to work my butt off to lose this last 3 bls and be in Onederland!!!
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Mother Nature
sometimes is not very nice.
*****WARNING****
this post is going to probably be TMI (to much info) but it is whats going on with me that every women has to deal with :)
SO all last week I just felt, for lack of a better word.....Crappy! I was tired, had no desire to do anything, and felt hungry ALL the time. I didn't have any motivation to work out so.....I didn't. I stayed with in my DP and WP for the first few days, then I was eating more hear the there (not totally overboard but not OP). I knew I was going to have a gain and I just didn't feel right and I just didn't care. So I went to WI and had a 3.8 lb gain. Not surprising considering it was that TOM, and I ate a very high salt dinner the night before. That gain SUCKED!!! I could have done so much to stop it, I could have pushed myself out of the funk I was in, but I didn't. I let me self get consumed. The gain so much didn't bother me, it was how I felt that was really getting to me.
So its been a whole week since (WI tomorrow) and I still didn't do everything I should have this week. I didn't really work out, but I did track. I got all my GHG in and did do lost of walk around over the weekend at Great America. Hopefully the scale will be a little nice to me tomorrow, but if not, I have no one to blame but myself.
It is so hard to do what your supposed to all the time every time. Then when something comes up and makes you feel crappy its really hard to pull out of it, and sometimes you just don't want to. All I can say to that is sometimes a brake is good. Its felt good not worrying so much, and being so "on top of it all"......NOW I'm ready to be back on track. I'm still counting my DP and tomorrow my new week starts. I worked out today and I have dance tonight. Tomorrow I'm working out again and going running sat. Tomorrow starts a new week and a chance to get out of my funk and push through it. I'm so close to my first goal of being out of the 200's and I feel refocused.
I WILL GET THERE!!!!!
*****WARNING****
this post is going to probably be TMI (to much info) but it is whats going on with me that every women has to deal with :)
SO all last week I just felt, for lack of a better word.....Crappy! I was tired, had no desire to do anything, and felt hungry ALL the time. I didn't have any motivation to work out so.....I didn't. I stayed with in my DP and WP for the first few days, then I was eating more hear the there (not totally overboard but not OP). I knew I was going to have a gain and I just didn't feel right and I just didn't care. So I went to WI and had a 3.8 lb gain. Not surprising considering it was that TOM, and I ate a very high salt dinner the night before. That gain SUCKED!!! I could have done so much to stop it, I could have pushed myself out of the funk I was in, but I didn't. I let me self get consumed. The gain so much didn't bother me, it was how I felt that was really getting to me.
So its been a whole week since (WI tomorrow) and I still didn't do everything I should have this week. I didn't really work out, but I did track. I got all my GHG in and did do lost of walk around over the weekend at Great America. Hopefully the scale will be a little nice to me tomorrow, but if not, I have no one to blame but myself.
It is so hard to do what your supposed to all the time every time. Then when something comes up and makes you feel crappy its really hard to pull out of it, and sometimes you just don't want to. All I can say to that is sometimes a brake is good. Its felt good not worrying so much, and being so "on top of it all"......NOW I'm ready to be back on track. I'm still counting my DP and tomorrow my new week starts. I worked out today and I have dance tonight. Tomorrow I'm working out again and going running sat. Tomorrow starts a new week and a chance to get out of my funk and push through it. I'm so close to my first goal of being out of the 200's and I feel refocused.
I WILL GET THERE!!!!!
Monday, May 14, 2012
I DID IT!!!!
I got my 50 lb ring!!! I lost 2.2 on Fri. I need to take a pic of my ring to show you, but trust me its pretty cool. I'm so excited 50 lbs is the most I have ever lost. Now I'm going to go way past that, I feel so empowered and really ready to finally get rid of this weight. The smallest I can remember weighing was when I met my cute hubby Mick. I weighed 185 lbs then (that was back when I was 18 and in 1999) yeah I'm dating myself here for those who don't know hehe.
Anyways I don't remember being any smaller then that, I never really paid attention till then. Now that weight seems so in reach and I'm excited/scared to go lower then that. I think the last time I was at my goal weight (145) I was like 12 years old. Its crazy but feels so achievable now, not just a far off dream. Its really starting to sink in that I can do this.
Like I said, I have lost 50 lbs before so this felt like "OK I did it again", but now its going in to uncharted territory and it feels do-able, but I really am kinda scared. I guess it just because I don't know what to expect from myself. I still haven't taken pics of me out anywhere. I'm saving that for when my Mom comes in June. Also we are going to Disneyland in July and I want to get a family pic again, in the same spot as our first trip to see the difference. I can see changes in the mirror which is nice and I can definitely see it when I work out, or just do something physical.
All I can do is take it one step at a time, it might be a slow crawl but I will get there soon enough, I just have to keep going.
Stats:
Staring weight: 255
Current weight: 204.4
Goal weight: 145
Total loss: 50.6 lbs!!
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Anyways I don't remember being any smaller then that, I never really paid attention till then. Now that weight seems so in reach and I'm excited/scared to go lower then that. I think the last time I was at my goal weight (145) I was like 12 years old. Its crazy but feels so achievable now, not just a far off dream. Its really starting to sink in that I can do this.
Like I said, I have lost 50 lbs before so this felt like "OK I did it again", but now its going in to uncharted territory and it feels do-able, but I really am kinda scared. I guess it just because I don't know what to expect from myself. I still haven't taken pics of me out anywhere. I'm saving that for when my Mom comes in June. Also we are going to Disneyland in July and I want to get a family pic again, in the same spot as our first trip to see the difference. I can see changes in the mirror which is nice and I can definitely see it when I work out, or just do something physical.
All I can do is take it one step at a time, it might be a slow crawl but I will get there soon enough, I just have to keep going.
Stats:
Staring weight: 255
Current weight: 204.4
Goal weight: 145
Total loss: 50.6 lbs!!
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Tinkerbell Half
OMG!!! I am so excited I just found out that registration for the Tinkerbell Half Marathon will open June 12th! I cant wait to sign up, I have been waiting for this for so long!!! I just want to register and know I'm really going.
So if you go to the Tinkerbell web site you can have a reminder e-mail set up, they will email u as soon as registration opens (yes mine is all ready set up) :D
I CANT WAIT!!!!! WOOHOOO 13.1 mile run through Disneyland O yeah I'm so there!
So if you go to the Tinkerbell web site you can have a reminder e-mail set up, they will email u as soon as registration opens (yes mine is all ready set up) :D
I CANT WAIT!!!!! WOOHOOO 13.1 mile run through Disneyland O yeah I'm so there!
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Awesome WI
On fri I weighed in and lost 3.2 lbs!!!! I'm down 48.4 lbs and only 1.6 from my 50 lbs goal. 50lbs is the most I have ever lost before, and I'm so excited cause Onederland is right there. I cant wait to some day soon see that scale be in the one hundreds instead of the 2's. And it will happen very soon :)
Stats:
Starting weight: 255
Current weight: 206.6
Goal weight: 145
Total Lost: 48.4 :)
Stats:
Starting weight: 255
Current weight: 206.6
Goal weight: 145
Total Lost: 48.4 :)
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